I will miss him

My daddy has gone home. It was a real rough road, he is not in pain any longer. He left us yesterday, January 18th. The cancer had finally taken it’s toll. I know that he is in peace now. I miss him allready!

Depressed

I am sorry to write such a sad blog here,
my son is in a juvenile facility and   my father is dying. My son has been on the wrong side of the law for a long  time, I just cannot figure where I have went wrong. He is very respectful to myself and my husband however, he just decides to do his own thing?????  He has been away for 2 months and it is just killing me, I cannot express how much I miss his hugs and love!  I just know that it is the best thing to do at this point in my life and his. He needs intervention and this is what it is :(

On the other hand my father is dying  of cancer, I have told him that it is ok and he can  go in peace but, he is hanging on. I want him to know how much I love him, I have told him but I just do not know if he understands at this point?
Anyways, I am confused and wanted my friend sto know where I am at.